I need a friend...?

I feel for you girl. I don't really have any friends either for the same reasons as you & then some. I have trust issues because one of my friends slept with one of my boyfriends(ex). So, it's kind of hard for me to get close to someone at a friendship level. I'm trying to make friends. I meet people when I go out with my fiance & exchange #'s. That's what you need to do, just don't come off desperate. I do have one bf (my fiance) but, that's different than actually having just a friend, like a girlfriend that you can do girl things with. I use to do that kind of stuff with my sister, but we kind of grew apart due to differences. Be patient, go out, mingle, have a good time, you'll meet someone you can chill with on a regular basis. I hope you feel better:)